Thursday, August 18, 2005

Curahan hati seorang hamba...



Building yg menarik dgn dome spt kubah masjid..but definitely it is not a mosque!



First time performing Asar prayer at Cartlon Garden...musafir di bumi asing!



MashaAllah, terkejut ana..kt Melbourne pun dpt jmp camel..rezeki ana dpt tgk camel kt Victoria Market..Alhamdulillah ;)

Assalamualaikum wrt,

Alhamdulillah..syukur ke hadrat Allah krn dgn limpah kurniaNya diri ini masih lg mmp utk melihat keindahan alam,tasik, haiwan,tumbuh2an..yg sebenarnya Allah jdkan utk mrk yg berfikir...yg merenung hakikat kejadian manusia..kejadian seisi alam..subhanallah..cantik sungguh..unik n hebatnya kekuasaanMu Ya Allah..

pernah satu ketika..bila diri ni kesunyian..terdetik dlm diri apakah tujuannya diri ni diciptakan dan diturunkan ke dunia??ermm..adakah utk makan,minum, bermain riang bersama adik2, keluar berjumpa shbt2, pergi ke uni utk mndgr lecture, tidur dan mcm2 lagi...can't afford to list all out..kenapakah Allah jdkan diri ni sgt berbeza dgn makhlukNya yg lain..alhamdulillah diri yg hina n kecil ni dikurniakan akal yg mnjd tamayyuz(pembeda) drp ciptaan Allah yg lain..dan yg plg utama..hati nurani yg inshaAllah fitrahnya sentiasa inginkan kebaikan, kebahagiaan, ketenangan n kedamaian...jauh dr segala kekusutan dan kekalutan yg mengganggu..

w/pun fitrah hati ni adlh utk menerima sgl kebaikan..tp hakikatnya hati inilah yg sukar utk dijaga..utk dibelai n disuapkan dgn santapan air rohani...Ya Allah betapa susahnya utk kumenjaga hati ini dr terus mendetikkan perkara2 yg tak baik..org selalu kata...mslh hati ni mmg mslh yg berat n sukar utk diatasi..adakah cara utk membersihkan hati ni dr segala sifat2 mazmumah...dr dipengaruhi oleh tipu daya syaitan yg senantiasa mencuri ruang n peluang utk menyesatkan anak2 Adam..Ya Allah..ampunkanlah hambaMu ini..berilah kekuatan utk ku memelihara kesucian hati ini agar ianya bebas dr kekotoran yg mungkin akan menjauhkan diriku dr terus berhrp kpd redha n rahmatMu...

diri ini amat mengerti yg setiap perkara yg berlaku itu ada hikmahnya..ada 1001 explanation for those things that happen in my life..that's true..tpkan..seringkali diri ini sukar utk memujuk hati spy redha dgn ketentuan Allah..pernah satu ketika diri ni seolah2 tdk mmp utk menerima hakikat kegagalan dlm mencapai impian yg tlh lama dibina sjk kecil lg..sesungguhnya perancangan Allah itu yg terbaik.Al-Quran jelas menyatakan...kita merancang dan Allah juga merancang..tp Allah is always the best of planners..yakinlah pdNya..inshaAllah there is always a relief after the hardship...Wallahu a'lam..

2 comments:

  1. Anonymous7:15 am

    hmmm...responding at ur argument....kenapa kita diciptakan di dunia ini...actually, we as a creation of God, have no right at all to answer it...becoz we are not being by our own selves n desire...It is Allah, who has created us n know evertinhg the best for us...so as a creator Allah is the only power that can answer the question: why human is created on earth...right?
    take this example, we ask a computer, why it is being created..does it have the right to determine its purpose of life? Of course not...because it is being created by somebody else, which supposedly aware of the purpose of inventing a computer...and usually, the computer comes with a user manual that can lead the user to make use of it the right way..so that it will not be malfunctioned..the same thing goes to us...Allah has sent down the prophet and Holy Quran to guide us...therefore, if we choose not to follow them, we will surely astray from the right path.This analogy is simple, but it really have a very deep meaning...so, do more than thinking; ponder...hm thats all...sorry for any mistake..till then, put your trust in ALLAH!!

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  2. jazakallahu khayran for the comments..yes, i do agree that we don't even have the right to question Allah for creating us in this worldly life...but then, i'm just provoking myself to think about the purpose of this life so that i would know where my destination would be and what am i supposed to fulfill throughout my life span..i didn't mean to transgress the boundary set by Allah..not at all..anyway, it's good to make me realize this and be careful next time when giving out my own thoughts...ana faqir ilallah..wassalam

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